Monday, October 29, 2012

Contemplation

Just a few more days, and it's November. You know that in Philippines, that's the start of the Christmas season. Though Christmas is one of my favorite holiday of the year, I can't help but feel... ambivalent. I have a LOT of issues to tackle and resolve. My career, future plans, true ambition -all I need to come to terms with. I know that I feel discouraged right now, seeing the society's current situation. I'm still thankful that I have work, though. Hmm...work. I've been too busy that I find myself realizing I'm spending less time with my family. Maybe I could use what's left of my leave credits. Decisions, decisions, decisions...ugh, I just hate it when I can't make up my mind. Do I need to ask for a sign? or am I too naive to notice it?