Wednesday, October 23, 2013

Just saying

There' this saying that for you to become wiser you must have done something stupid and learn from it. But when one does something that is bound to go kaput yet they still do it, wouldnt that be too much of an idiot?

Im no philosophical scholar but is it really necessar to go over temporary highs at the expense of longterm happiness, before a lesson is learned?

Tuesday, October 15, 2013

Holiday (?)

Pag kagising ko ay nakita ko nalang sa news feed na lumindol ng 7.2 at affected ang Bohol at Cebu. Nakakalungkot at nakakapraning. Wala akong masabi kung hindi sana ay mas marami pabdib ang ligtas at sana marami pang buhay ang maisalba. :(

Saturday, September 7, 2013

Rest...?

I was supposed to be on work tonight, but since I could barely walk normally, I had no choice but to ask for a sick leave. Though I would only be sitting in the office, I could not avoid walking around on my way to and from work. Besides I know they will be considerate enough, since some have already noticed my difficulty walking my left foot.

What really makes me sad is that I might not be able to run for Run United on October. Of all the fun runs/marathon, I think Unilab's Run United is one of the major fun runs going on in the country. I've already skipped Milo Marathon, which is also another major run.

If you ask me, I'd rather take all the painkillers i could muster, but if this becomes serious, then I'm left with no choice. sigh, Maybe next year Run United :'(

Tuesday, September 3, 2013

Emotional Vampires

These are the people who suck the joy out of anything. I'm not quite sure if I am becoming like one.But I have been talking with some who had been too much of a pessimist. I hadnt taken much notice until, it finally ticked off a nerve. I don't exactly know how to deal with it other than just ignoring, because the truth is, I can't just avoid people.

I've read somewhere a lot of cliches like this: Be kind to unkind people. They need it most. Sure, it would be a lot easier to retort to these negativity, but heck, does that make our life better? Does being hostile make us happier?


Tuesday, August 27, 2013

looking at the brighter side..

Just when I though OT week is over... there will be another one today. Sigh. Well at least I had six hours sleep which will hopefully help me survive the night. let's just wait how much this will reap.

I am looking forward to my next paycheck, since I am almost drained. Although it pays me well, I can't help but feel like I've been robbed with the taxes that has been deducted on me. especially if you knew exactly where it goes- undeserving, selfish, greedy, incapacitated... you know who they are. I really hope that this medieval system changes.

On a lighter note and totally different topic, I finally had a check up with an Orthopedic regarding my left foot. Turns out, my suspicion was right, it is a plantar fascitis. The doctor advised that I go for shoes that have softer pads or put on some cushion. Thankfully, it is still okay to continue running just as long as it doesn't hurt. I've been prescribed with anti-inflammatory meds for a week. I'm gonna have a short run tomorrow just to start up my postponed 10k training. Hopefully a month will be enough.

Monday, August 26, 2013

Sumpong Sunday

I feel bad. very very bad. I should be thankful for this Sunday, I had a great family time with my parents. But here I am, in a bad mood,crying cause my bf was already asleep-he said he was already sleepy and had been up for work since 5 am. As a mature, level-headed person, I should understand this- specially when it's past 12 midnight already. But since I'm sooo immachoor and brat- I am mad. I feel like he's just too bored to have a chat with me and just wanted to play games or do a series marathon without any disturbance. Heck I know he would still be up at this time if he's really not yet sleepy. I know I could just give a buzz when he's idle and he's still there. I am fucking too paranoid. This not good. Not only I am clingy, but I am giving him the satisfaction- I'm showing fear of losing him, which I should not. Sigh. I should let go of my past traumatic experience, learn my lesson and trust the one i'm with.

Tuesday, August 20, 2013

Rainy sentiments...

Tuesday. Called in sick for work, at ayaw na din naman ako papasukin ng tatay ko. Makikikain sana sa bday ni bf, pero di makaalis ng bahay, thanks to Maring. So now, pahinga mode sa bahay habang kumakati ang lalamunan. Ewan ko ba, may flu shot na nga pero tinamaan pa din.

Nakakaawa lang yung mga nastranded sa labas makapasok lang sa trabaho. Nakakasawa na din na taon taon nalang ganito ang eksena. Ang masaklap yung mga lugar na dating di binabaha, ayun lubog. Nakakainis tuloy isipin yung mga taong nasa posisyon eh pa banjing banjing lang. At yung pera na dapat eh napupunta sa makabuluhang bagay. Ayun, inangkin.

Dibale, kahit hindi ako relihiyosang tao, naniniwala naman ako sa 'divine justice.' Kung hindi man sila maparusahan ng bulok na sistema, malamang sa takdang panahon sa ibang paraan, may araw din yang mga yan.

Thursday, August 15, 2013

Dear_______**

Warning: The next few paragraphs are product of mere imagination, along with other people's experience . Any resemblance to a person living or dead are entirely coincidental. Huwag po lagyan ng malisya.


Dear (put whoever name appropriate),

Well Hello! Well, let me just cut to the chase. I'd like to say some words. First of all, please set realistic goals. as much as we want to excel and to be on top of everything all the time, truth is, we can't. We all are just human beings, there will always be a room for mistakes how much we try to avoid it. Every individual has its own pace and the level of it cannot be upgraded overnight. it's a gradual process.

Second, I want you to try, just for once- be in the shoes of someone else. Would you really be able to do what is asked given the situation? Think about it.

lastly, please have some backbone to admit you're not always right. Nobody is perfect. ever. Cliche, but it is a fact. So man up.

So there, I've said my piece. I may not have the balls to say this bluntly, but at least I know that I should be a realist, not a perfectionist.

Sincerely,

Lucrecia


Monday, July 22, 2013

Push In Case of Emergency

Linggo ng hapon. Mainit na, di pa mahangin. Maski sa loob ng simbahan ay mainit din. Kaya nag aya ang nanay ko na sa labas nalang kami pumuwesto. at doon nga kami sa may pader (na pwedeng upuan, pero konting ingat lang) pumirmi.

Nung communion time na, may napansin akong batang babae na papalapit sa pwesto namin at sumandal. Habang nanahimik ako, ay maya maya lang ay may nalaglag na libro. Yung babaeng nakita ko kanina eh nakasandal na katabi nyang lalaki at dahan dahang tumutumba. Mabuti nalang at naagapan namin ng tatay ko yung pagbagsak nya.

Eto ngayon ang eksena: hawak ko si ate sa braso nya- actually nakasukbit yung braso ko sa kili-kili nya at nakasandal sa tuhod ko habang unconscious siya. Kalmado lang pero deep inside kinakabahan na ko. Matagal na kong di updated sa emergency response. Nung saktong ipapatuwid ko na sa tatay ko ang legs ni ate, saktong namulat ang mata niya na parang naalimpungatan. At dahil confused pa si ate, hinayaan muna namin siya umupo kung saan namin siya nasalo. May ilan ding tumulong magpaypay at may nagbot pa ng white flower. Habang nagpapaypay ang tatay ko, sinabi niya sa babae na, " Okay ka lang ba? 'Wag ka mag-alala nurse yan (turo sa akin) alam niya kung ano gagawin." Ako naman ang namutla.

Binigyan namin ng tubig si ate at nang mahimasmasan nagtanong siya kung anong nangyari. nang masagot namin siya eh kami naman nagtanong kung ngayon lang ba nangyari, kung kumain ba siya etc. Mabuti nalang at may kasama pala si ate na kanina pa siya hinahanap. Kaya iniwan na din namin nung tapos na ang misa.


So ano nga bang punto ko dito?

Sa totoo lang, malabo na kong mag-pursue pa ng nursing. Ilang beses ko na din naman ata nabanggit yan, at nasabi ko na din sa magulang ko. Medyo in-denial pa si mudra pero in time I'm sure she'll understand.

Pero after that incident na first time may nakita akong hinimatay sa harap ko eh may na-realize ako.

I think I might need a refresher on Basic Life Support and first-aid.

Bakit kamo? What if hindi lang pala basta hinimatay yung babae? Pero syempre kung ganoon nga eh di naman ako magmamarunong at ididirecho na namin siya ng ospital. Pero pano kung malayo ang ospital or kung nasa alanganing lugar at walang ibang pwedeng makatulong?

Siguro nga kelangan ko na i-review ang BLS at first aid, pero hindi dahil mag-aapply na ako ulit sa mga ospital at required. Para sa mga oras na di inaasahan (kaya nga emergency eh), kahit papano alam ko gagawin ko bago may rumespondeng mas nakakaalam at mas trained. Baka sa ganoong paraan eh kahit papaano eh natupad ko ang dating sinumpaang tungkulin.

Tuesday, July 16, 2013

Adidas King of the Road

7.7.2013


Slept over at a friend's apartment, because I might be late if I have to commute from home. I was able to sleep earlier than usual, but ended up waking every hour until clock strikes four. If that was due to excitement or nervousness, I can't tell them apart. It was my second time running for 10-kilometer category. As far as training is concerned, I've only had 5-km jogging about thrice a week a month before this event.

My friend walked me through the streets (because it's still dark, of course!) and waited until I took a cab on the way to BGC - alone. I immediately located the plate number and sent a text to my friend. Thank God, I was able to arrive at the venue safely and on time.

Just as I was walking through the base camp, I saw a huge flock of runners has already started. It must be the 16.8 k participants, so I brisked walked right through the starting line. Good thing was that,the 10 k participants was just asked to step forward at the starting line. The host began perking up the crowd, then introduced the coaches for the warm-up exercises. The warm-up was pretty good. It lasted more than 10 minutes, I think. It was enough to stretch those muscles. I had to admit though that I took an Ibuprofen before the run. Don't worry, I don't do this every race.

The race was supposed to start at 5 30 for 10 k solo run, but the organizer decided to commence along with 10 k relays. Countdown to start. Let the game begin. I sprinted a little from the starting line until I reached around... 500 meters. Then the next kilometers was followed by an alternate of run-jog-walk-jog-run. I did not mind other runners passing by. I am not competing against anyone but myself. And my goal was to finish the run without sustaining any form of injury. There were enough hydration areas on the track, but it was a bit messy, with the plastic cups scattered nearby. Fortunately I was able to get a bottle of 100 plus from one of the stations I passed by. I've only had few sips as it will be painful to my stomach while running. At some point I thought I was nearing the finish line, but then saw a sign that says: 5km. I'm starting to feel a little tired, but I just kept my pace.

When I saw the end is just a few meters from me, I ran with all the energy I could muster until I clocked in at the finish line in 1 hour, 24 minutes, and 36 (?) seconds. Not bad for a non-pro runner. Just as I was done, a staff approached and gave me my reward- the finisher's medal. An iron-plated with a figure of a man running, and the category indicated. It was heavy enough to be considered sold at any junk shop, I think.

It would have been a blast if not for the looooong lines at the claiming area. it took me 5 minutes to find the last line for the finisher's kit. Everyone was wondering why it took ages at line. The answer- The staff had to pull the bag from the box and pack the freebies at the claiming area itself. Pfffft. at the food kiosk, I was able to get bite sized-tuna on crackers, and a loaf of Gardenia. By the way, I saw the staff in-charge for distribution giving not one but two extra loaves to one of the security team. Tsk. what irked me most is the separate line for the Adidas body care products. Again I could not find the last tine and circled the area like an idiot for a while. I decided to leave the area without getting it, as I was already exhausted and I need to fetch my stuff from my friend's flat.

If only the location was easily accessible, I would definitely join again next year. Then again, there are other events that offer the same category at a more convenient place (and affordable registration fee)- or I could just run by myself. I would need strong willpower for that distance, though.










Monday, July 1, 2013

Success

What is the true measure of success? Is it the massive wealth one has accumulated? Is it the fame? If someone has a job that pays well, but not related in the field he studied, would that be considered successful? If someone looks forward to Mondays, would that be the epitome of being successful?

Slown down Sunday

I decided go out on a family day, instead of staying at home with my parents. Thankfully, they just asked me where I am going and who I'll be with. I wasn't able to go out yesterday (Saturday), as I was just too stressed, even though I've had a hearty brunch buffet. I wasn't even able to hear mass (sorry, Lord, I won't make a promise, but I will do next Sunday). I just need to de-stress and end my weekend on a good note. The thing is, even if I want to vent out my feelings, I am scared that someone from my 'network' will stumble upon this blog-perhaps a spy. Nah, I'm just freaking paranoid. I don't even share the address of my personal space. I have the tendency to vent out bad feelings by writing. To be honest, doing this can be really helpful- just as long I keep it discreet. Let me put it this way- I might have been on someone's nerve and they were able to find a hole, hence putting me in trouble. And the most irritating part is when one rubs it in my face when I already felt humiliated. But I can't fight back. If I want to stay where I am, I have to suck it up and wait for karma (but hopefully, as a last resort) to give them a dose of their own medicine. As much as I don't want to wish bad things for them, I am tempted. I know deep down that cursing others is bad. Sigh. I just pray that I will be able to surpass this... I know I can. It's not that biggie, really. Maybe it's a wake up call.

Sunday, June 23, 2013

Healthy living

Okay, aaminin ko na. Kaya ako nageexercise kasi gusto ko pumayat, hindi dahil healthy living na ang peg ko. Siguro kasama na din yun, pero hirap pa rin ako gawin. Una, masarp kumain. pangalawa, nakaka-stress sa work. Kaya ayun, yung plano kong 2 pounds per week in 12 weeks- 4 weeks nang ganun pa din. Hay. Aminado naman ako na may pagka-emotional eater ako. GMG mo nalang kasi wala ako sa mood mag-explain. Basta pag sobrang na-stress ako, mapapakain ako talaga. Sana, sana lang talaga, masolusyonan ko na tong dilemma ko.

Thursday, June 20, 2013

Poser(s)

I'm sure you've heard of the NBA Finals game between Miami Heat and San Antonio Spurs. I don't have to turn on the TV to be updated - I'm hearing everyone talk about it wherever I go. To be honest, I'm annoyed, not because I can't relate (not even a fan of any ball games to begin with), but because of the other people who are obviously just trying to fit in. They are not usually into sports news, but when it's the championship game, voila! They suddenly transform into, sports analyst/referee/fans. Wow. I am not an enthusiast, and I don't have to be one just to see through those pretentious people. Sure, watching basketball can be entertaining, but you don't have to pretend to be a die hard fan just to fit in. For every trend that is becoming a hit, there will always be someone who will jump into the bandwagon. Maybe gives a sense of security and belonging. What I'm certain is, once these trends pass, followers will do too.

Wednesday, June 12, 2013

Hello rain!

Yup,it's halfway through 2013 already. Rainy season is here cool us down after the melting heat of summer. What have i done for the last five months?

Tuesday, April 30, 2013

Tuesday tantrums

I should call it a Tantrum Tuesday, but it will sound like i have hissy fits EVERY Tuesday... so I think that's the appropriate term. I've been thinking (for the nth time) whether I should blog about something that may seem a bit too sensitive. I really need to get this off my mind. What scares me is that for someone from work another dimension will stumble upon my lowly blog. Hey, it's not like I murdered a person. Sigh. Oh well. Let's just say that I've been working in the corporate world for quite sometime. You see, once you're officially working for a living, you will begin to understand what you've been hearing some yuppies complain about. Yes, sitting in the office with those high-heeled pumps are not as glamorous as it may seem. We all have to face some uh...you know what I mean. Ask a typical yuppie about his/her work and his/her reply will go like this, "Okay naman yung trabaho ko kaya lang..." Like everyone else, I have my own pros and cons. Name it: stricter-than-a-librarian- boss/es, some co-workers with quirky/annoying personalities, and some who may seem kind until they show off their true colors. I think every workplace, regardless of the industry, has these kinds. So finding that "perfect" world may sound a bit far-fetched. Looking on the brighter side, work itself, location and schedule is not much of a problem. I can be there in less than an hour, and I don't have to puddle in flood when it's raining. As much as I want to elaborate things, keeping it vague works for now. Besides, I'd rather focus on the positive side of life than whine endlessly like a spoiled brat.

Monday, April 22, 2013

Yes, this is Dog

Mahilig ako sa aso. Mga 7 years old palang ako nun nung unang nagdala tatay ko ng tuta na nakalagay pa sa kahon. Ang nanay ko syempre kontra nanaman. pero ako tuwang tuwa ako kasi feeling ko may bago na kong laruan nun. Ang nakakatawa pa dun, hindi siya kumakain ng dog food. as in kung anong tira sa pagkain namin, yun ang pagkain niya. Badtrip lang talaga pag tuta pa kasi makulit saka lahat nalang ng makita ningangatngat- kaya laging nagpapalit ng tsinelas. Fast forward. Ilang aso na din ang naalagaan namin. Pero Si brownie ang pinakamatagal samin. Kaya sakit sa loob nung pumanaw na siya. Feeling ko nawalan ako ng kaibigan. Pero ganun talaga, Mahaba na din yung 13 years na pinagsamahan namin. Minsan pag umuuwi ako, feeling ko may sasalubong pa sakin. Saka ko mahihimasmasan na wala na pala kaming aso. Oh well, una-unahan lang. Hay, I miss you Brownie.

Nagbabalik-loob?

Hello, blogger, buhay ka pa pala? Oo andito lang ako, hindi lang ako makatiyempo. Ang dami kong gustong ikwuento kaso tinatamad ako busy ako lately eh. Kaya ngayon lang kita na-update. Kamusta summer? Ayun mainit malamang. Hirap makatulog sa araw kasi sobrang init, kahit hindi ako gumagalaw pawis na pawis ako. Tinutuloy ko pa din naman yung pag takbo, medyo lie low nga lang muna. At Naka 2-peat ako ng Outbreak Manila. Yey! Pero saka ko na ikukuwento yun. Ang may mga hobbies lang ako lately na tila nawawalan ako ng gana. Depressed much? Hindi siguro, inarte lang lola mo. Mawawala din to. Parang sipon lang.

Thursday, March 28, 2013

Holy (?) Week

Huwebes santo. Feeling ko walang pasok. Ewan ko ba, last year naman may pasok ako noon, di ko alam kung bakit nagfe-feeling ako ngayon. Siguro eh naghahanap lang ng mahabang pahinga dahil sa stress. Kung Paninilay nilay din lang, marami akong dapat pagnilayan. Ano na nga ba nangyari sakin? ano na nangyari sa mga gusto kong gawin? hanggang pangarap na lamang ba? At bakit hindi ko magawang maging totoo sa aking sarili? Chos! Ang drama lang. Pero ayos na rin kahit may pasok. HINDI TRAFFIC. Whew! Pero ang tanong, may masakyan kaya ako? Bahala na. Pero na mi-miss ko din yung pag observe ng semana santa. Yung tipong sa bahay lang, nood ng Holy week special sa TV o kaya manahimik lang sa kwarto. Hay...

Monday, March 18, 2013

Holy Hour

Ang oras na alanganin. Yung tipong kahit anong ganda ng buhay, pag naabutan kang gising ng ganitong oras, biglang magiging Biyernes Santo ang mood mo. Kung anu-anong kapraningan ang papasok sa kukote mo hanggang sa mabaliw ka...kulang nalang maglaslas ka tapos patakan mo ng dayap. Awooooo! Eto yung mga panahong nagninilay nilay ka kung ano na ba narating mo at nagawa sa mundo. At ano ba talagang landas ang tatahakin. Hay. Iisipin ko nalang na maswerte pa din ako.

Friday, February 22, 2013

Bedweather Friday

Eto ang masarap pag umuulan eh, malamig. Masarap matulog. Masarap kumain ng sopas. Pero prone for emo ang ganitong weather. Eto yung mga tipong magkukulong ka sa kwarto tapos titingin ka sa bintana mo(buti nalang sarado yung sakin dahil walang screen)tapos kung ano ano maiisip mo. Hindi mo mamalayan eh umiiyak ka na. Nakaktukso maging marupok. Pero okay lang, tao tayo eh. May panahon talaga na kailangan natin mag-emo ng konti at mag muni-muni sa buhay. Haaaay. sa totoo lang, wala akong karapatan maging malungkot. Kung ikukumpara ko lagi ang sarili ko sa iba wala, inggiterang palaka lang din ang magiging peg ko. Wala naman perpektong mundo. lahat may kani kaniyang pros and cons. So, bahala ka nang tignan kung san ka magiging masaya. Minsan napapaisip ako, "tama ba tong pinasok ko?" Siguro depende kung saang anggulo ko titignan ang magiging sagot. Kung titignan ko lang lahat ng pangit, pagsisihan ko lang ang ginawa ko. Pero kung tutuusin mas marami akong perks ngayon. Sakripisyo lang talaga. Haaay. San nga ba punta ko 'te?

Tuesday, February 19, 2013

Tantrum Tuesday

Maybe it's the lack of sleep or the fact that I'm alone right now that I'm having an episode of bitch fit. I tried getting back to sleep but I feel restless. Surfing the net...bored already. So, when I found myself staring at the ceiling of my room, the paranoia and other ugly thoughts creep in. Next thing I know, I was venting my frustration to something else- or someone for that matter. I guess what I heard this morning was very right: "If you are contented, no matter how little you have, it will always be more than enough. Kung inggitero/inggitera ka, ang sobra ay kailanman hindi magiging sapat." Hay. Inhale, exhale....

Thursday, February 14, 2013

On V-days and the brouhaha....

Feb 14. Madalas depende sa emotional status ng mga tao kung ano ang araw na 'to. Kung masaya ka, eto ang araw na pinakahihintay mo. Kung bitter ka naman eh hindi nage-exist sa calendar mo ang araw na to. Parang leap year lang. So kaakibat na ng araw na to biglang pagsulputan ng mga flower shop at mga chocolates na heart-shaped. Kanya-kanyang diskarte ng gimik para sa v-day. In short, nagiging traditional na ang mga ganitong gawain. Minsan tuloy, parang nagiging mandatory na at tanging sukatan kung gano mo kamahal ang isang tao. Yung tipong pag nakita mo sa FB na may post ang mga kaibigan mo na nakatanggap sila ng boquet o may dinner date, eh maiinggit ka, to the point na mapapaisip ka kung mahalaga ka ba. Don't get me wrong. Kung ako mismo bibigyan ng bulaklak and/or chocolate, syempre matutuwa ako. Pero kung hindi, ayos lang. Marami pa namang paraan para ipakita kung gaano kahalaga ang isang tao. At hindi rin kailangan maghintay pa ng valentine's day. At syempre, di lang pang may syota ang araw na to. 'Wag kalimutan ang ibang mga taong pinapahalagan ka. Lalong lalo na mga magulang. Ang sakripisyo nila ay hindi matutumbasan ng kahit ilan pang roses at Ferrero. Ayun lang.

Monday, February 4, 2013

Hello Monday

I just had a run-walk-run jogging. It feels good to have an excuse for chowing down a scrumptious breakfast. Still, I needed to eat in moderation or the goal of weight loss will be futile. For now, I'll just take some rest as I have work later.

Sunday, January 27, 2013

YOLO

You Only Live Once. Yan daw ang banat ng mga kabataan ngayon at excuse nila kaya nagpapakasasa sila sa pag-party, o kung ano mang bagay na nakaka-peer pressure. Pero this time, ginamit siya sa run na sponsored ng SMART. Muntik pang hindi matuloy dahil inaapoy ako ng lagnat the day before. Mabuti nalang at pag-gising ko kinabukas eh bumuti ang pakiramdam ko, kaya gorabels na. I just brought my own first aid kit just in case. Mabuti nalang din at hindi timed ang race kaya kahit lakarin mo yung buong 5km na parang nasa Luneta Park ka, ayos lang. 3pm. Call time. Napagusapan namin na agahan para hindi haggardo versoza. First time ng pinsan kong pupunta ng Nuvali. Ako naman, first time pupunta ng commute. wala kasi carunabels ang Donya kaya no choice. cutting trip from Alabang-Sta.Rosa Exit-Nuvali. Van,Jeep at Tryc. Not bad. Anyway, Nakarating naman din sa paroroonan. Umaambon. Tinamaan ng magaling. Mabibinat ako neto for sure. Thank goodness at hindi tumuloy ang ulan. pila sa registration para kunin ang racekit. Ang haba lang ng pila except sa large. Buti mabilis ang usad. Kaya may oras pa pumetiks. starting line. By wave ang takbo. shades on. Every kilometer has a specific color station. In chronological order: green, orange,pink, yellow, and blue. So our shirts are a blank canvas, and it's up to us how colorful we wanted to be. Pero sa kaso ko, nagmuka akong cheese curls. sabi naman ng friend ko, carrot daw.

Wrap-up January

First month of 2013 is almost over. Pero ang weather, parang December lang. Brrr... sarap. Pero pag oras na ng liguan daig ko pa ang hydrophobic. Pero okay na yan, kung pwede nga lang ganyan lagi ang weather eh. So, anyare na nga ba? dahil malamig, asahan mo nang trending din flu. At ang tonsilitis na lagi na lang since birth. Pero okay lang, kasi hindi natatapat na may fun run. Kaso yun ata ang dahilan kaya nabinat ako. Oh well, Buhay nightlife? Ayos lang, minsan antok pero pagdating ng bahay tulog agad para may pahinga na maayos. Plano? wala pang final sa ngayon, pero maraming balak. Sana lang di mauwi sa fine arts.

Wednesday, January 9, 2013

Happiness

6:30 pm. Nag-iinat ng konti para mag-handa sa night life este night shift. Yung mga ganitong masarap ang simoy ng hangin, eh mga panahon din na hydrophobic ako. So pahirapan maligo. Kaya init tubig muna da hil wala pa kaming heater. Saka na pag nakabili ng condo. Chos! Minsan talaga gusto ko batukan yung sarili ko. Feeling blue nanaman ako at kung anu-ano naiisip. "Hello ate, ayan na nga hinihingi mo diba? ano pa hahanapin mo?" Hay. May inggit factor lang siguro na nararamdaman ng onti. Pero ayos lang. Marami pa rin akong dapat ipagpasalamat lalo na netong huling holidays. Mahaba pa ang tatahakin ko. Marami pa kong kailangan banatin na buto sa katawan. Pero sisiguraduhin ko na makakahanap pa rin ako ng dahilan para maging masaya sa katayuan ko ngayon. Marami akong pananaw sa buhay na nabuo at lumabo. Pero ayos lang, panapanahon lang talaga. Sana naman may maabutan akong Calamansi Green Tea sa Serenitea mamaya.

Monday, January 7, 2013

year of the what??

Singhot singhot. Pero wala akong maamoy. Wala rin akong panlasa. Well Hello trangkaso, tapos na putukan para sa bagong taon, pero ang ubo ko ay pumuputok ng plema. At dahil CBR ako magdamag, maaga akong nagising at medyo masakit na ulo sa haba ng tulog. Kaya eto, may nababasa ka ngayon, usi. :) 2013. 13. Ayokong tumulad sa kaisipan ng karamihan na dahil 2013 eh malas. Oo, may mga bagay na nangyayari na hindi sakop ng kakayahan natin, pero tingin ko eh hindi naman yata lahat eh may kinalaman sa number 13. sa bawat taon na lumilipas, may mga di maganda ding nangyayari. Kaya sa tingin ko, nasa sa tao na rin kung swerte o malas siya. Mas magandang pairalin sa utak na "ngayong 2013, gaganda ang takbo ng buhay ko." Kaya kahit punuin mo pa ang bahay ng maraming good luck charm, kung ikaw mismo, walang bilib sa sarili mo, baka nga malasin ka din :p