Thursday, October 30, 2014

Wednesday

Lately, I have found myself frustrated over some things. Like one thing would bother me to another. This includes work and career. Lately I have been feeling like I wanted to look somewhere else with better opportunities. But there are a LOT of factors to consider. Maybe I am afraid to leave the comfort zone cause I might be able to have the same "perks" I get. Yet I know there are places out there which has a lot better benefits. I just fear that it will be at the price of losing a work-life balance. I've had worse before and I never wanna go back there again.

I need to sort things out. Maybe I just need some time off, which I will be having again, soon. Maybe I should get myself into more challenging things. I should stop feeling scared of rejection, of failing, because that's where learning begins.

Friday, October 24, 2014

TGIF!

YES! Finally, Friday has arrived. last day of work week and I get back another 2 days of rest. Then back to work on Monday, but that's okay. Two more weeks and I'm off to another holiday. I hope the weather cooperates. Pretty please, no more typhoons?

Tuesday, October 21, 2014

Tuesday.

Hey Tuesday, how's it going?

Im cramming all my thoughts again on this post before I go to work, because I might just blew out of proportion. so I barely had sleep, about 4 hours to be exact and a quick nap in the afternoon. So chances are I might be sleepy at work later. I am hoping no call files will come in yet tonight. I am not quite in the mood to hassle with difficult agents. And I want more time to listen to Ed Sheeran's tracks.

I need to think more about the morning shift. I really, really wanted to have a normal sleeping time, for a longer time. But that dayshift job will cost me much. And I might just end up earning more or less than half of what I'm getting. Sucks. Big time. Ugh. I still need more time to think things through.

Monday, October 20, 2014

Monday Again.

Monday again? Oh well, world goes round and I have to pick up some speed. I actually had a good weekend, but lately I have been wanting for an extra day off. I know, abuso. Argh. I sometimes feel like I am stuck-in-between. Still early to go solo/hitched; too old to try some things.

Wednesday, October 8, 2014

Mcdonald's Twister Fries

Ah. those curled-up potatoes, fresh from a sea of cooking oil. That crunchy, distinct salty taste that makes everyone wonder what the secret spice is.

Yung totoo, ano nga bang meron sa twister fries at feeling ko eh mas masarap siya kesa sa regular fries? dahil ba seasonal lang available ito, at magaling ang marketing strategy ng Mcdo?

Kung super health conscious ka, baka ni isang piraso eh hindi mo isubo sa dami ng calories-sayang naman ang work out mo sa mamahaling gym. Hehehehe.

Seriously, masarap nga siya. Kebs kung Genetically Modified Potato yan. Sabi nga ng hashtag nila, minsan lang to. Syempre, alam naman nating lahat na kahit anong SOBRA eh hindi maganda sa katawan.

Basag Trip

Alam ko na ako yung tipo ng taong tahimik lang nakikinig sa reklamo ng iba. Minsan sumasangayon, minsan naman nag-ooffer ng alternative explanation. Pero sadya yatang may hangganan ang pisi ko at nakapag bitaw ako ng matatalim na talinghaga. O baka naman kasi may monthly visitor ako at altered ang mood ko, kaya "maiksi" pasensya ko.

It bothers me a bit, pero ang mas nakakapagtaka ay wala akong maramdamang guilt. Parang hindi ko yata pinagsisisihan na sinabi ko ang saloobin ko ng walang sugar-coat. At bihirang bihira mangyari yun.

Hindi din naman ako perpekto. Minsan na din ako magreklamo ng halos buong araw, at nabara na din. Which is tanggap ko naman. So anong point ko?

I'm trying to figure out if I was being tactless, or it was just out of frustration to balance brain filters. Ah ewan. Basta sa ngayon, ang alam ko tama lang naman sinabi ko. At hindi ko naman ipinagbabawal ang pagrereklamo. That's one of many ways of releasing stress. Kung natamaan at nagalit, eh sorry nalang, nasa sa tao naman yan kung didibdibin ng husto o hindi.


Ika nga ni Taylor Swift, "shake it off."