Wednesday, December 31, 2014

Hello 2015.

Warning: This post will be mostly be reminiscent of word salad.

Year-end post. Yes, I have always been doing this for the past couple of years. I got a lot on my mind, but I don't know where to start.

2014 gave me moments of "independent living" when my folks went for a long vacation. For a while, I felt I can truly handle responsibilities. and being free, of course

It also made me question a lot about my principles and decision making. There was a time I truly believed this person was telling the truth and was doing the right thing. Yet I knew deep down, either I was being too gullible or I have the idea that somehow that person will come to senses. But I gave up. i've already said my piece, live your life, but I do not and will never condone. To be honest, it makes me feel paranoid, even though i know i have nothing to worry about my own.

It took me a while, but I finally started investing my money, and I am still attending "lectures. to enhance knowledge." Hopefully, I can grow my money enough to live the life I want. I haven't saved as much as I should, but I will try my best to work it out this 2015, and finally reach that goal.

I don't want to be like others, thinking this is just the time when the leaf turns over to a new one. I dont wanna have the "nagpalit lang ng taon mentality. I want to start making changes.
Year end post as usual. I don't usually go out the day before christmas or nee year, but today im feeling impulsive and i have been wanting to cut my hair for a while. Anway, i dont know if i should make any goals for 2015 cause i might end up ningas kugon. Sayang lang. But i know i have to have an effing plan.

Monday, December 29, 2014

Ill-mannered people

Some people are just plain a**holes. Alam nang nauna ako sa pila mangunguna pa tapos magagalit pag nasita, at kasalanan ko pa kesyo namimili ako ng upuan? Tanga ka te syempre uupo ako kung saan mas mabilis makababa ng di nakakaistorbo sa pasahero. Malay ko bang 2 lang upuan sa 2nd row. How dare you rationalize! Sumingit ka and you know it kasi bumaba ka!

Friday, December 26, 2014

I got a lot on my plate right now. Frankly, reunions make me think about my life and where I stand right now. I'm pretty sure everyone my age feels the same. I don't wanna feel the pressure but it gets me. Small things make me think of unecessary shits.

I am starting to think if I am being too idealistic or just plain lazy. If you ask me, I think everything is going fine-except with my career. that's just one thing I wanted to sort out. I want to earn a living doing what I really wanted.

Thursday, December 25, 2014

Time of the year

Happy Christmas! I have opened all my gifts and still have ones that i need to give away. If only i have a car ill go santa.

I got my 20s ready just in case kids come in.

Im still feeling sleepy.

Thursday, December 18, 2014

Honestly, I don't know what title would be suitable for this. I'm still feeling under the weather and though I feel my condition improved physically, i still need more rest. But the thing is I only had 4 hours of sleep and i couldnt go back. I tried, but I can't I wish I could always sleep for 8 hours straight. I'm ruining my body. eyebags become luggages. Might as well be part of the walkers.

To make it worse, I hear them arguing and bickering for I don't know what. Pop's on hulk mode again. I am too tired to meddle. They'll make up eventually. Matanda na sila. Hay. I wish I could have my own space to live in.

So why can't I have one?

First of all, it's not feasible on my budget (duh); second, folks might not like the idea, although I don't think they would forbid me; third, I'm too comfortable on my bedroom. Sheez, I'm 26, I should be able to handle this more efficiently.

For now, I just need some more orange juice, to make me feel better. Can't wait for rest day. -_-

Tuesday, December 16, 2014


I called in sick to work as i was feeling under the weather. That was a bit unexpected since I was just fine yesterday. But when I woke up, I felt chills all over my body. My whole body hurts.

I tried to contemplate due to perfect attendance reward and lwop. But i inew i wouldnt function well to work. Might as well get some more sleep.

Sunday, December 14, 2014


I've been calculating all my expenses for the holidays to make sure I'm within the set budget limit. So far, I'm doing good. I'm having a hard time with some ninja expenses though. Now I'm having all these goals that I want to set in 2015, wondering if this time I'll make it.

I wanted to make some big moves, but I dont have enough funds yet. It's hard to to make one knowing it will take years before it can materialize, and I know things will not be the same as always. I think I may have indulged a lot this year, specifically on food and traveling. Christmas holidays are usually the only time I splurge on material stuff. Probably because I have grown up with the idea that it's okay to buy something as a gift for yourself this Christmas. Besides it's a better idea, than waiting for someone to buy it for me (unless someone seriously wanted to give me).

Okay, I'm getting out of topic. So I just wanted to say that I want to prioritize fulfilling financial goals for 2015. I got a lot on my plate right now, so I need to sort it out.

Monday, December 8, 2014


!7 days to go before Christmas. But there's a storm right now, and as far as I know, it's getting closer and closer. I skipped running for now and decided to lay down in bed with covers underneath. I am hoping that the storm will weaken and spare from further damages.

It suddenly occurred to me that since while I'm still on my folk's roof, I should fund up a portion for the house maintenace, specifically our roof. We've gone through several storms over the years. But our house is getting old and needs some maintenace, so I would probably ask for a quote to prevent our roof from flying-or repairing if in worse case it does. But I DON'T want.

So I am prioritizing emergency funds for now.

Thursday, December 4, 2014


December. I am actually excited about the upcoming holidays, but this impending storm makes me feel uneasy. It's massive, anyone can be greatly affected. I am still hoping it will somehow weaken. But I think the only way for it to weaken is to make a landfall. :/ I hope the storm will just literally pass by quickly. I am seriously scared for everyone.