Monday, July 27, 2015


They say nothing is permanent in this world-except for change. It happens, either for the good or the bad. Sometimes, we have no choice but to embrace it. For some, they welcome it with arms wide open. 

I've been thinking about changing a part of my life- but I've been too afraid to leave my comfort zone. All the fears are making me think twice whether or not I should take the risk. Yet, I know if I stay where I am, I might end up more than just being miserable. All these paranoia is taking a toll on me. Suddenly, all I could think of right now is to have some time-out/time off and reflect. The only thing that's stopping me is money. I have some fund stashed away, but it can only last for a while. I need to make sure that when I'm ready to go back, I won't be begging anyone for financial support. Ayokong maging pabigat sa kahit kanino. But how am I gonna do this? There's one thing I could think of. In fact I have already started. Maybe I should think of a plan B. I've got five months to do this. I can do this. 

Tuesday, July 14, 2015

Thank you

Thank you, Lord, for giving me another day, another year to live. Im not feeling as good as I should be, but I know that I am blessed. I'm sorry if I have overlooked on those things that matter.

I had a wonderful vacation. As much as I want to extend. I know I have to face the reality. I have a dilemma to resolve. This may be a risky move, but at this moment, it seems like a good idea.