I've been thinking about changing a part of my life- but I've been too afraid to leave my comfort zone. All the fears are making me think twice whether or not I should take the risk. Yet, I know if I stay where I am, I might end up more than just being miserable. All these paranoia is taking a toll on me. Suddenly, all I could think of right now is to have some time-out/time off and reflect. The only thing that's stopping me is money. I have some fund stashed away, but it can only last for a while. I need to make sure that when I'm ready to go back, I won't be begging anyone for financial support. Ayokong maging pabigat sa kahit kanino. But how am I gonna do this? There's one thing I could think of. In fact I have already started. Maybe I should think of a plan B. I've got five months to do this. I can do this.
Monday, July 27, 2015
Tuesday, July 14, 2015
Thank you, Lord, for giving me another day, another year to live. Im not feeling as good as I should be, but I know that I am blessed. I'm sorry if I have overlooked on those things that matter.
I had a wonderful vacation. As much as I want to extend. I know I have to face the reality. I have a dilemma to resolve. This may be a risky move, but at this moment, it seems like a good idea.