I've been thinking about changing a part of my life- but I've been too afraid to leave my comfort zone. All the fears are making me think twice whether or not I should take the risk. Yet, I know if I stay where I am, I might end up more than just being miserable. All these paranoia is taking a toll on me. Suddenly, all I could think of right now is to have some time-out/time off and reflect. The only thing that's stopping me is money. I have some fund stashed away, but it can only last for a while. I need to make sure that when I'm ready to go back, I won't be begging anyone for financial support. Ayokong maging pabigat sa kahit kanino. But how am I gonna do this? There's one thing I could think of. In fact I have already started. Maybe I should think of a plan B. I've got five months to do this. I can do this.